Hopefully a short one here.

Not that I'm going to tell you, it will be a surprize, but by then you will be buzy playing with the bikes in Paradise or trying to complete Pure. But all will be revieled (You know that ain't spelled right i before e 'cept after c but it still don't look right, but anyway) as soon as Thursday has finished Singapore time you'll hopefully see what I might be up too.

I heard though the grape vine that some times are really dropping in them challenges, Kev and you do realize your going to have to do them all again with me, so I can have a 1 in front of my name.

And truth be told Kev you should comment, by saying what you like about Paradise and why, you know a positive one, without the 'tard statment, the olympics is on for -a religious youth of your choice-sake, and how much you miss me, lol. It would make me feel better, lol, I miss playing with ya too.

Anyway I was chatting to Mrs T on MSN earlier and I was slightly squiffy, sorry that tag has been taken by another great friend of mine, and I just read what I wrote to her and it's not that much better than I write normally, but way more funnier if you could understand it. Anyway I went for takeout at a local bar called the Bar Bar Black Sheep and they have 3 kitchens there, Indian, Thai and Western, me western all the way, unless I know the cook and I see them cook it, anyway it was buzy as always so I had to wait for my Wraps, 1 beef and 1 chicken with chip and a salad, it was going to be 25 mins so I sat and had 3 beers in that time, plus 1 earlier on the walk home, yep went for a long walk for around 2 to 3 hours in the sun, around maybe 10km or more, and met a cool owner of a computer games shop and I'll give him a shout out in another blog, but lets just say he's pretty switched on considering how small his shop is, but he seems to be doing well, but we talked about games and which console was doing better and it seems the 360 all the way, but thats his opinion so no PS3 people jumping on my back, ok. Then above his shop was a comic shop and just around the corner was a Video store, so I was happy and they were cheaper and had a better stock and still did videos would you believe it, so going back there as they are cheap as well as the joining fee. They even had the third season of Gray's Anatomy, which is not even out yet 'cept maybe America. Though in England soon I hear.

Anyway I have walked home, with my food, stopped in a 7-11 to pick up some ice cream, a couple of Cornetto type things and got home and there is a message from Mrs T asking when I'll be over, and I'm rabbling on and say I'm going to have a ciggy but type cuggy, not that it means anything but it was funny for me in my inubriated state (now i know thats wrong, but since i did not bring the word book with me, your going to have to deal with for now.) And I ask if she has the same shows as me and she does, and I tell her Reaper is on tonight and she says she want to watch that, we deal with when i'm going over and it's all good and she signs off.

Anyway I'm watching the last episode of House S4 on the telly, SPOILER ALERT, where he is going to kick the bucket and he's on the bus but he does not want to get off, because then he would have to feel the pain again as a person alive, and happily I started to cry, I knew just how he felt at that moment, and I think that has been my problem for a long while, I'm not saying that I really want to be dead or anything, got over that in my teens, well ok my twenties, when I lost some one I loved, sort of wanted the ground to swallow me up then, but it would be nice to stop hurting. I have been given some pain killers recently and they are the biz, drunk can testify to that, as for the first time in a long time I actually slept for a full night, and that was the night of my birthday looming, which was a couple of weeks ago and one of the best presents I have had in a long time, not that any present is bad, and yes I have had to take one now because I'm going to need my sleep because of that thing I'm not going to tell you about, as I will be up for a good whole working day, not that it is work you understand, and still working on that too, found a perfect job description the other day for a camera person but it had already gone, but i'll keep looking, wow hid that I want to die stuff well, lol.

Anyway (it's late so 'the anyways' will have to do) I don't think I'm going to be able to watch the F1 as the tickets have gone, well there is a few but they cost a couple of grand, but i will try and take pictures of some of the display cars, they are dotted around Singapore, saw one today in fact at a Mobile garage, and they look like sweet machines, I never knew that they had air intakes for the brakes at the front, like little trumpets, saddly trying to fit me in one will not be happening since they are normally custom built for the drivers for that snug safety cell fit and a majority of those guy are small well built machine themselves, while I'm a tall streek of liquid waste product, though essentitual (this spelling is bad) for day to day life.

So today was a good day, but now I can't sleep and not because of pain, yes I hurt, but it's more about being excited.

Anyway (there it is again) It's now late, so I'm going to try and sleep and go for a swim if the weather is good, need to get a tan or you lot might think I never left, or have I?

Oh and Ichi you need to finish you alphabet of bikes blog dude, I miss your blogs too. Though it sound like you love Kev more he just writes skcollob but the other way round, literaly (that might even be right) And leave Boot on Gaylo, he seems happy, lol.

Night or morning where ever you are.

Patience is something I taught myself, so I never know when it's going to run out?